dear blog, today is the saddest day of my life.. coz little did i expected tt today is last day of work.. i keep thinkin tt i can work 1 more week.. koresh so bad lo.. he noe i this week last week at least must inform me rite.. he wait till the last day then tell me.. somemore is ah piow ask him then he tell me.. best rite.. i need at least 1 day to hav mental preparation rite.. when in the morning he told me tt i next day can enjoy my holiday.. i damn stunt la.. my heart immediately break lo.. into thousands millions pieces lo.. the tears in my eye wanna flow out like water lo.. but i endure.. then my hear really sunk.. i cannot bring myself to smile to the guest lo.. normally i smile to everybody de.. and say "halo" "halo" to everybody but i moody le for like 2 hrs.. then i told myself since its the last day i should enjoy workin for the last time also.. after i straighten my thoughts then i can at least smile lo..

sadded man.. still gt alot of things i haven eat lo.. whahahaha... i haven even leave i already miss everybody le.. they are like family lo.. always lookin after me.. always checkin if i hav eaten my meals.. always scare tt i no strength to carry the heavy stuffs.. the kitchen staff is my another 1 big family lo.. i have been thinkin very hard for the past few days.. wat i should do when i last day of work.. but now i no need to think le.. coz koresh nv tell me earlier i today last day.. i even thought of cookin supper for them lo.. whahahahha...

after work today, they organise a big farewell party for me.. thk guys.. i love u all very very much.. they save all the buffet food for us lo.. somemore even open changpne -dunno how to spell-

ida damn funny lo.. the 1st thing she ask me when i told her i today last day is to give her my house address and telephone no. and everything.. whahaha... i told her to send me letters.. i n promise to send her many many post cards.. whahahaha... she also give me her address in bali.. she say 6 months later i can send letter to her when she go back to bali.. i so scare i lost the paper she give me de lo.. whahha.. so i went to take pic of it.. n nv del it.. i goin to keep alot of post cards.. then one short send all to her .. whahahaha...

now tt i leave hilton.. i wonder if ida will get to eat cakes ma.. coz i everynite keep for her for supper.. i also wonder if i leave le then ida gt supper to eat or not.. i hope there is supper for the hardworkin trainees in hilton everyday.. haizz.. i miss them .. all of them ida, yanti, martini, superman, sam.. I WILL MISS U ALL!!! and i hope koresh dun bully u guys..

after i finish eatin the food from the buffet.. i told ah boon to help me take ice cream.. whahhaha.. the 1st day of work, joseph treat me ice cream for supper today is my last day, i decided to eat ice cream to give everything a beautiful ending..

before i leave, i thk ah piow for cookin supper everyday.. he still can say need to treat him drink.. whahahaha.. he still can joke bout wanna repay him must give him a kiss.. whahahaha.. funny la.. after the farewell party i immediately chiong to locker room n cry my hearts n souls out le.. i cry damn long lo.. coz i endure very long also.. till my eyes so swollen n red.. very scary.. when i finally stop cryin i take a bath in hilton for the last time.. when i dryin my hair the time, yanti n martini was inside the locker room also.. they saw my super duper red eyes.. whahahha... then they also feelin like cryin funny la.. whahhaa...

after i leave hilton mayb forever.. i meet up wif ah boon.. then he started sayin things bout me not stayin in hilton anymore then my tears come out again.. on orchard road lo.. omg .. so many ppl.. but my tears cannot control.. whahahahaha... so paisei..

after i reach home.. ger came to chat wif me on msn i told him bout the last day thingy.. and his mom called me.. when i heard her voice my tears come out again.. today i damn crybaby lo.. omg.. very useless leh.. chef linda very nice to me lo.. like big sis big.. command ppl in hilton to look after me.. whahhaha...i miss those days.. she still thought she can see me tml.. but too bad =[[ I WANNA EAT HER RED RUBY DESSERT!!!! omg i wanna eat.. 5 star hotel dessert by her lo.. omg omg.. whahahahah.. all i think bout is food only. whahhahaha....

k la.. its mornin le.. i go blow hair n sleep le.. nite blog..