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Monday, July 30, 2007
a dream..

the story begins like this..
the gal accidentally joined a mistake business thingy.. and she need to build up her network real fast in a short period of time.. so she decided to put her msn email on her friendster.. hoping tt somebody will add her and she can expand her network..

and one day.. a guy was browsing through friendster and found this very gal who left her msn email there.. he decided to add her in msn.. wif the very aim to get to noe more bout her.. in someway or another.. the gal attracted the bees..

tonnes of unknown ppl added her.. includin the guy..

the guy and the gal chat.. they had merry fun n laughter chattin.. the gal can lol in her own livin room while chattin de.. they enjoy chattin wif each other and gt kinda hooked up.. the guy wanted to be more then just msn frens wif her.. he wanted them to b real frens.. those kind of go out together for dinner n stuff frens..

but the gal was afraid.. she had nv been in a situation like this ever before.. she enjoy chattin wif him.. but she izzit very sure if she wanna b real frens wif the guy..

so the guy try very hard to convince the gal.. and wif a true heart, the gal decided tt.. she will exchange hp no. wif this guy if "he chats wif her for 10 times on msn.." both parties agree on this deal.. after they ended their 1st conversation, the gal gt a little worry.. coz her fren always tell her bout those wolf under the sheep coat guys on friendster.. the gal was afraid to meet the guy if he really wants to meet up wif her.. she even thought of blockin the guy and deleting his contacts.. however the gal only think.. no action.. so the guy remain on her contact..

now a little introduction on the guy.. he work in the sky.. most of the time he izzit at home.. so chattin wif this gal for 10 times izzit a simple task for him.. compare to other ppl..

the most interestin part is this gal had a secret admirer the whole time.. even before the guy add the gal on msn n start chattin.. the gal chatted wif her secret admirer everyday.. the gal was happy n blessed, she like to an lian ppl..

the gal nv thought tt the guy would b part of her life.. till the guy really chatted wif her for 10 times.. mayb like 8-9 times.. then he begs for gss so this gal who likes to give discount.. decided to honor her word and they exchanged hp no.

after the 8-9 times of them chattin.. the gal misses chattin wif the guy.. coz he is gone.. into the sky for 8 days.. and for 8 days.. the gal patiently waited for his return.. and 8 days is sure damn very long if u miss somebody.. but the gal nv complain.. she waited n waited.. 1 day passed.. then the 2nd.. 3rd.. 4th.. 5th.. 6th.. 7th..on the 7th day, the guy misses the gal too.. coz he send a sms from the sky to her.. tell her tt he cant wait to get back to find her.. and finally the 8th day came.. and the guy return from the sky..

he came online immediately after he is on his dad's car.. he wanted to chat wif the gal.. =] the gal was havin lesson then.. and she didnt fall asleep in class coz the guy chatted wif her..

a little introduction of this gal.. she can sleep on anywhere, anything and anyhow.. she is a pig..

after the guy adapt to the land again.. he came online again.. and he chatted wif the gal.. he is now tryin to persuade n convince her to meet up wif him.. the gal was afraid again.. coz she is afraid of strangers.. and she didnt really like the idea of meetin up.. so she came out wif tonnes of excuses not to meet up wif him.. but he continue chattin wif her.. tryin all out to date this gal.. the gal cannot tahan anymore so she decided to meet up wif him.. she raised white flag.. lol.. but actually she feels excited about meetin this guy also.. the guy who she miss chattin to when he was away in the sky..

so finally one day, they decided to meet up fo supper after the gal finish work..

for the whole day, she had butterfly in her tummy.. she is so nervous n excited bout meetin him.. she make sure her hair is nice n makeup is in place at all times.. and finally the clock strikes 9 and she finish work..

and tt day, the guy meet the gal, and the gal meet the guy.. the gal was very shy at 1st.. but slowly open up and start chattin wif the guy.. and it turns out tt the guy was a nice guy afterall.. he left a gd impression in the gal heart..

after supper.. which lasted bout 30-45 mins.. the guy dun wanna let the gal go.. so he suggest to go strollin and explorin the neighbourhood as the gal had nv been there before.. they walk and chatted happily.. finally they decided to rest their leg at a bar.. they had some drinks n chatted all night..

they chat bout almost everything.. from how many ex they hav.. to where they wanna go for the next date..

at tt point of time, the gal really enjoy datin the guy.. and she was convinced tt he was her datin partner for now.. but in her mind, there is still her secret admirer..

for their next date, they plan to go on a holiday.. is excitin de.. the gal had not gone for a holiday for years..

another little introduction of the gal.. she is a very dependent person.. she has no sense of direction, cannot decide on wat to eat, cannot read map, and fall sick easily.

the guy had to take gd care of the gal for the whole trip.. but he nv complain.. showin affection all the time.. i guess he likes the gal.. but the gal still had her secret admirer in mind..

after the holiday trip, they continue to date each other..

one day, the guy ask the gal the question "r u willin to be my gf?" and the gal accepts.. and begin to forget bout her secret admirer..

the gal finally forget bout her secret admirer and fall in love wif the guy.. the gal really likes the guy.. she feel tt he was the one she wanna lean on when she is tired.. the one she wanna hold hand wif when she is lost.. the one she wanna listens to when he talks.. the one she look forward seein n datin wif.. the guy is somehow part of her life now.. every mornin she wakes up.. she hope to receive an sms or hope tt he will n online to chat wif her.. her life was filled wif colors and excitement.. many call this the honeymood period in a relationship.. the gal felt tt she was one damn lucky gal.. she was happier then before.. the guy likes her n she likes him.. they both like each other..









BUT












happy things dun last long.. happiness is short.. 2-3 weeks after they meet up.. was the time for them to part.. the guy realise tt they were not suitable for each other.. they are 2 different ppl.. and they will have no future together.. the guy suggest to the gal tt its better to remain as msn fren.. and consider forgettin him would b a gd option too.. the gals heart broke into thousands n millions pieces.. she cry her eyes out and she is bleedin from within.. she try to save the relationship but i guess she was too weak..

just when she manage to forget her secret admirer and fall in love wif the guy and she feel tt she is the happiest person on earth.. the guy decided to leave her cryin to death in her sleep.. she cry so hard.. she can feel her heart tearin apart.. but she chose to act strong.. wat a nice move?

she sew a doll wif all her tears inside.. hopin tt this doll would remind her of all the wonderful, happy, sweet, funny memories she had wif the guy.. and she carries it everywhere she goes..

breakin up isnt the worse of all.. wat worse is the guy also feel for the gal.. but he noe they had to part.. he even suggest tt they shouldnt even meet up in the future and request to chat less or stop chattin on msn..

now the gal is saddest person on earth.. everything they once had was gone.. into the sky i think.. wat the gal does now.. is pickin up her pieces of heart n tryin to mend them together by UHU glue..

and she wonder.. only if she nv put her msn email on friendster.. only if she nv allow the guy to chat wif her.. only if she nv meet up wif the guy.. only if they are msn fren forever..

and she realise tt.. tts fate.. her destiny to meet this guy..

and who noes.. mayb one day they might meet each other on the street n start dating again?
or who noes.. the next time they meet up.. they both hav a bf n gf in their arms?
or who noes.. they may nv meet ever again?

the gal needs love.. thk gods.. she has gt caring frens by her side..

thk for readin my dream.. a love story created by me =]] wee

"Spin around me LIKE A DREAM we played out on this movie screen."

10:23 AM




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